Eiji kissed Oishi back a little longer and then hugged him close. He felt so good against him that Eiji smiled. "I love you." Eiji said, but he was thinking of how to start telling Oishi what he needed to. Oishi made Eiji feel good while he let Eiji this time go away to think. He made Eiji feel good, safe, and sexy. Oishi was really nice like that.

The most sensitive part of the mouth thing was fun. Eiji wondered if Oishi had ever done that with any girls before. He figured he had and would have to ask him about it later. Eiji also wondered if all the girls kissed Oishi back the same way Eiji did. He thought Oishi was teasing him but it felt very good the last time Oishi did it. Eiji liked trying it back on him too. Oishi always let him try things.

"I love you too." Oishi said softly startling Eiji out of his thoughts which were racing as usual. Eiji loved when Oishi said he loved him especially because so serious Oishi always sounded like he meant he loved him forever.

Eiji wondered if he really did mean it like that. He hoped so. "More than anything Oishi? No matter what, nya?" Eiji thought of Oishi meaning it forever when he said it and Eiji realized that there would be a good place to start to tell him.

"I love you more than anything, Eiji. No matter what." Oishi said so seriously. Eiji looked at Oishi. He wanted to make sure Oishi was telling the truth and hoped he was. Eiji knew when Oishi was lying. But he wasn't. He saw Oishi meant every word he said. Eiji decided to tell him now, this time for sure, right now, if only he could find some place to start.

Being held safe in Oishi's strong arms helped. Eiji sighed, "Hoi, you know about my family now." Oishi nodded he did. "And that I was the something that brought everyone together." Oishi nodded. "Nya, before me it was bad, everyone was fighting. There were problems and my Mom said lots of tears. She lost several babies, miscarried, and the doctors told her not to even try to have any more because of her health. Then she had me but she couldn't have any more after." Eiji tried again to think of a way to say it all to Oishi and not make him worry. There had to be a way and Eiji could not see it. Eiji was very worried. He paused in telling him for a moment, "No one but my family knows this Oishi. Its really important that no one knows. You can't ever tell. Everyone would be different to me if they knew. No one else can ever know."

Eiji waited until Oishi nodded. "I understand, love. You're my best friend. I won't say anything to anyone."

He knew Oishi wouldn't but felt a little better hearing him say it. And he called him love again. Which made Eiji feel warm while he tried to spit out what he had to say. Eiji hated this. He hated what he had to tell him. But Oishi needed to know. He deserved to know. Even if he left and broke up with Eiji because of this he needed to know. Having to say it and even the words made Eiji feel afraid and when he felt afraid he always rushed ahead. "Hoi. I..." Eiji swallowed, because his throat suddenly went dry and he tried again, "When I was really little, I was sick. I...I had..." Eiji tried it one more time, he closed his eyes and tried to get it out, "I had...I was very sick." Eiji looked at Oishi watching him. If Oishi told him something like this had happened to him, Eiji would be in a panic of worry and he didn't want Oishi to feel that. Eiji really hoped Oishi would not go away or leave him because of this. "Hoi Oishi? There's nothing to worry about. I'm fine now. You see me. I'm fine. Normal. Like everyone else. The same as everyone else. Healthy. Nya, I'm fine."

Eiji pressed himself up against Oishi as close as he possibly could and held him tight. He didn't want him to leave. "I promise. I'm fine. I swear Oishi. I swear it." He didn't really think Oishi would leave him after he told him. Because Oishi really loved him right? Eiji worried about it but he didn't think in his heart Oishi would leave him. He really, really hoped he wouldn't but maybe even if he didn't leave or go away, he would be very upset and angry that Eiji hadn't told him sooner. Eiji wasn't sure and he hated how it felt not knowing for certain how Oishi would react. Would he be mad? Upset? Angry? Hurt? Scared? Need time away? Need space? Leave? Break up? What? This was so hard. Why did this have to be so very hard?

Oishi held Eiji close and rubbed his back in circles like he did when Eiji had a bad dream. "Shh. Its okay, love. I'm right here. Shh. Just tell me slow." Oishi said and didn't sound mad or upset at all. He just sounded like he loved him. Eiji didn't even know until Oishi said that to him that there were tears running down his cheeks. He didn't want to get upset. Not about this. He wanted to tell Oishi calmly as if it was no big deal. It was over so why was this so hard? He felt stupid crying when he knew he needed to be strong. Oishi kissed his forehead. Eiji hugged him and tried to get even closer to him to listen to his heartbeat. Eiji had never had to do this before. He had never told anyone before. His family knew and he never had to say it. Eiji really thought it would be easier than this and he was upset that this was hard to do. It was so hard. Especially not knowing what Oishi would say and do. All the changes this might bring. Eiji didn't want anything to change.

"Nya, I'm sorry I didn't tell you ever before..." Eiji didn't know how to express how he felt about it.

"You don't want anyone to know?" Oishi offered with a smile. He wiped Eiji's tears away. Eiji nodded. "You don't like to talk about it? And you're fine so there's no reason why anyone should know?" Eiji nodded again. "And you don't want people to know because they might treat you different?" Eiji nodded again. Eiji held him tighter for understanding. "So how did you bring your whole family together?" Oishi bent to kiss his forehead again and asked.

Eiji felt a little braver and calmer and decided he had to explain more to Oishi how sick he had been. Oishi was being so nice and accepting that Eiji was sure that he could not possibly understand what he meant. When Eiji said sick, he meant sick. Oishi was being too calm. He didn't understand. He couldn't. Once Eiji told him then he would react. And it would be bad. It might be. Eiji took a deep breath. "Nya Oishi? Do you want to know what I had, first?"

Oishi kissed his cheek now and he said softly, "Tell me."

Eiji didn't think he could look at him when he said it. So he moved around until he was contorted in an odd scrunched sitting up position so that his head was just under Oishi's chin like it was when they went to sleep together and Eiji's arms and legs were wrapped around him. Then Oishi couldn't get away.

But that wasn't right either so Eiji moved around again. He moved his legs so he sat on Oishi's lap facing him. His feet were almost touching the ground and he pulled his head up to Oishi's shoulder. Eiji rested his chin there and moved his arms tighter around his back feeling his breathing. He wanted to feel Oishi's reaction in his body even if it was bad when he heard Eiji say it. He felt for Oishi's breathing and waited to feel any change no matter how slight.

Eiji took a deep breath and tried to say the words but they wouldn't come out. So he whispered them, "I had leukemia." He felt Oishi take a breath, then another. No change. "I had acute lymphoid leukemia." He whispered again and realized it might be the first time he ever said the words himself.

Maybe he didn't hear him so Eiji said it soft but in more than a whisper, "Nya, when I was three. I had cancer." Oishi took another breath, nodded, held him a little closer, and then there was no change. Eiji pulled back to look at him. Oishi looked at him exactly the same as he had ten minutes ago, the same as he had yesterday, the same as when he first told Eiji he loved him, the same as when they were best friends. He looked the same. Eiji couldn't understand it. "Nya, d...did you hear what I said?"

"I heard you, love." Oishi smiled a little and kept moving his hand in those circles. He pressed his lips in a long kiss to Eiji's forehead and held him close.

Eiji pushed back from him a little to look at his face. "You...you don't... you don't even care?" His voice cracked on the last word. Eiji felt close to really hot angry tears. He thought of running out but realized they were locked in. He had expected Oishi to react shocked or get really, really upset or really, really angry, or really, really worried, or really, really something. He never expected him not to care. At all. This was even worse than Oishi getting angry. Even worse than him needing space and leaving. How could he not even care?

"Eiji?" No. Eiji wouldn't look at him. No. He decided he couldn't even look at him. But Oishi held his face in his hands and gently made Eiji look at him. "Ei-ji, of course I care. I love you. I love you more than anything in the world. I want you to tell me everything, but Eiji, love, it doesn't change how I feel about you. I still feel the same about you. It doesn't make me love you any less or make me feel any different about you. Eiji, I love you. Did you think I'd get upset? Or be angry? Or worried? Or afraid? Or need time to go away? Or maybe leave you?"

Eiji turned his face away and was not able to look at him anymore. He nodded, not sure what was going on now. Eiji did think those things. He did worry about them.

"Ei-ji...never. Never Eiji. Did you think I wouldn't love you anymore? Or that I'll treat you different now that I know? Or that I would be worried? Or mad at you for not telling me sooner?" Oishi held him closer and again turned him so he looked in his eyes. He held Eiji's face in his hands. "Eiji, I love you."

Eiji didn't know what to say or do. There was a lump in his throat that kept him from talking. Oishi said exactly every terrible thought Eiji had about this since he decided to maybe tell only him back when they were just best friends. New tears ran down Eiji's cheeks as he cried. He felt scared, terribly scared that Oishi would pull away, turn away from him now that he knew. That this was too much. Oishi risked losing his own family for Eiji and now Eiji told him that he had been sick so in the end Oishi might worry he would have nothing after everything they would go though. The ache of Oishi leaving made Eiji feel like he couldn't take in a deep breath. His chest felt tight and painful as if the wind was knocked out of him by a hard fall when he landed wrong. Eiji couldn't look at him anymore. He put his forehead on Oishi's shoulder.

Oishi surprised Eiji right then. He wrapped his arms around him, held onto him, and stood up carrying Eiji as easily as if he weighed nothing. Eiji sometimes forgot how strong Oishi was and he wondered if Oishi wanted him to remember that. Oishi held him tightly and Eiji didn't move. He couldn't look at him. Eiji's heart was pounding, he felt all shaky, and his breath was short and more tears were coming again. This was so hard. Oishi couldn't understand. This was such a terrible thing to have to tell him. Oishi walked over to the corner where Eiji had found him having a panic attack on the floor. It was like he wanted Eiji to remember that too. He sat on the floor with Eiji and held him close. "Hey, Eiji, look at me?"

Eiji couldn't. He was too upset and his tears wouldn't stop falling. Oishi kissed Eiji's neck because Eiji turned his head away. It was like Oishi had done when Eiji couldn't tell him he loved him in the bathtub at Fuji's before Oishi said it first. Remembering then and how much he loved him made Eiji feel sadder. "Please, love, please look at me?" Oishi said.

Eiji shook his head no. "Please?" Oishi said in almost a whisper. Eiji felt terrible. "Eiji, its not that I don't care or that it doesn't scare me. I care about you more than anything and it is scary, so I want you to tell me everything. No matter what it is and I'm so sorry you had to go through anything like that. But Eiji, even if you were sick right now though, my feelings for you wouldn't change. How I feel about you and about us is not going to change. I love you. I'm with you. No matter what happens. I love you, no matter what." Eiji now looked at him. "I swear it Eiji, no matter what. I love you."

Eiji saw in that moment how much Oishi meant it. He meant it if Eiji was ever sick. If Eiji was ever sick, hurt, or anything, Oishi would love him. Even if Eiji became sick, Oishi would love him. Even if Eiji got hurt, Oishi would love him. Even if Eiji died or even if they broke up or even if Eiji left him, Oishi meant it still, he loved him. He loved him. Really loved him. In a real, forever way. No matter what happened,Oishi was not going to leave. It was better and more than Eiji had ever hoped for. So much so that Eiji sat there in shock trying to take it all in. Eiji told him. Oishi now knew. And Oishi was not going to leave him. Oishi really loved him. He loved him.

Eiji suddenly hugged him hard and pressed his entire self closer to him. He didn't even plan on hugging him, his body just kind of reacted before he even knew. He pressed himself as close as possible to him. Closer to Oishi's warmth and there Eiji found his voice and could breathe again. A deep breath that came in a shuddering gasp and then another that came out as, "Oishi, I love you too, no matter what, I swear it. I swear it, nya." Eiji cried after he told him that back. He wanted him to know he felt the same forever way too. Eiji at first he thought he would only cry a little only but when he remembered the crushing ache he felt thinking of Oishi leaving him and how scared he felt, he cried harder even though Oishi was right there and staying with him. He was staying with him. He loved him.

Oishi held him tight and let him cry it out. He kissed Eiji and Eiji kissed him back when he could in between crying so hard. Eiji wasn't sure why he cried so hard but he thought to himself that he must have needed to. He felt better after. Cleaner and stronger although a little tired. "I was really sick, nya." He said after a while of first sobbing and then kissing him.

"Can you tell me about it? You were very little love, do you remember it?" Oishi smoothed back his hair and kissed his face.

"Hoi...yeah, some things I remember more than others." Eiji pressed himself against him and felt annoyed and frustrated again. "Nya, I can't get close enough to you. I need to be closer to you."

Oishi seemed to think about it a second. He took off his jacket and shirt and helped Eiji take his own off. Eiji heard himself make a little whimper as their skin touched. Oishi's skin felt warm and strong and soft and like home. He smelled like golden sunshine and green tennis still mixed with Oishi's own gold and their green-blue kisses. Eiji smiled realizing that Oishi's warm close skin to his own smelled like dark red for love and green-blue for kissing and deep purple-blue for sex. Everything good, their colors and smells blended together, nicer together that separate. Just smelling him made Eiji feel calm and safe and at the same time sexy and happy. Once Eiji named a color for a smell it always smelled that way and color to him. While he thought this and named smells, Oishi had wrapped him up in his arms again safe and warm. "Better?" Oishi asked.

"Hmm, better Oishi." Eiji smiled and kissed him; he held him closer. He breathed in his smells, their smells. "My aunt did chiropractic but she also did reiki, and rolfing." Oishi looked like he didn't know what those were so Eiji quickly explained, "Reiki is hands on energy healing and rolfing is deep massage. She treated me because even though my Mom and her didn't get along, I was just a little kid and I was really sick, nya. It started the adults talking but the kids still didn't get along. And then I got worse. I needed a bone marrow transplant to live and neither of my sisters or my parents matched. My brother Tokutomi did. Its easy to get it but not to donate. Its painful and he was just a kid. They take it from here, they cut open your bones, and it takes a couple of hours." Eiji touched Oishi on his back, "He did it and he saved me. It brought everyone close. I brought everyone close."

"How do they give it to you?" Eiji smiled a little at Oishi knowing where he had scars and where he didn't. Eiji had no scars back there.

"Nya, its easy to get. They put it in through your heart and it just grows." Eiji shrugged and pointed without thinking to the spot on his chest to where he knew a small scar still was and always would be. It was very faint, no one had even asked him about it. Ever. Not even Oishi. He always figured everyone just assumed that it was part of his acrobatics collection of injuries.

"This scar?" Oishi felt it with his fingertip.

"Hoi, they put a tube in there and it goes right to your heart. They put in all your medicines that w..."

Oishi kissed him there. Eiji smiled at Oishi kissing him right where it went to his heart. It was a silly thing to do, but a very loving, very right, very Oishi thing to do, and it made Eiji blink back tears again. "I love you." Oishi said right to his heart and Eiji smiled and then laughed.

Oishi then kissed him softly on his lips and pulled back when he was done. Eiji understood, Oishi needed reassurances too. "Nya, I'm fine. I'm with you. Its all gone. I'm all better. Its over. You kissed it away and there's no trace of it anymore. I'm normal now, just like everyone else, I'll live just as long as everyone else. I'm strong and healthy and never even get a cold. My family is strong and close now too." Eiji smiled more, "And I love you. So I'm lucky, nya."

Oishi shook his head no and smiled. "No, I'm the one who is lucky. And I love you too." Oishi kissed him gently and Eiji kissed him back. He felt so relieved, light and happy, he thought he probably weighed less and wondered if he was dreaming. Oishi made the hard task of telling him so easy to do. He smiled and kissed Oishi more. Oishi pulled back and he had that crease when he was thinking or worried, "Is there anything else I need to know?"

Eiji was so happy he automatically went to say no but then had another thought, "Hoi. My family almost never talks about when I was sick or anything before then when no one got along. Its over so we don't talk about it." Eiji paused, "Nya Oishi? I know you always worry, and that's okay, but...nya..." Eiji was not sure how to say what he wanted to. It was really important that nothing change but he couldn't ask him for that.

Oishi held him closer. He shook his head no. "Its over. Nothing's changed. I feel the same about you, you feel the same about me, and we're the same as we were an hour ago, right?"

Oishi must have heard him in his head. "Nya, now we're better. Hoi, because now you know, but everything else is the same. Everything else." Eiji kissed him and worried again. Maybe Oishi was taking this too well. Maybe when he sorted it all out later he would worry.

Oishi touched his face with his fingertips and traced Eiji's cheek. He realized he must have tear stains there. "You were really worried weren't you? About telling me?" Eiji shrugged not ready to admit how worried and scared he had been and still was. "Am I the first person you told?" Eiji nodded. Oishi was the only person he ever told. He knew he wouldn't have to tell him that, or admit how scared he was. Oishi would never make him. "I'm sorry love that you were worried about telling me. But you don't have to worry anymore. Now I know and nothing's changed."

Eiji looked suspiciously at Oishi. He was still feeling concerned, "Hoi, but will you really be like nothing's changed or will you worry?" Eiji thought a minute, "Nya, when I got tired after tennis it had nothing to do with this. I just got tired, that happens, and I'll try to tell you before it happens again but I'm fine. I'm the same as I was yesterday, last week, a year ago, three years ago, five, nya. I'm fine."

Oishi smiled, "Eiji, I'll probably always worry, but I won't worry about things that aren't there. Things that are over. All right? You swore to me that you're fine and I believe you. I believe you. Nothing's changed."

"Nya, I am fine. I swear it." Eiji thought a second more and suddenly felt terribly afraid, "Hoi, you can't ever get sick either, Oishi. You're not allowed." Then he thought another second more, "But if you do, then no matter what, nya I love you more than anything." Eiji tried to smile but felt a little panic still at the thought of anything happening to Oishi.

Oishi's face softened and he smiled. "I love you too. And I won't get sick and neither will you. Two old men, remember?" Fujiko's sister had given Eiji a tarot card reading when Oishi was possibly going to be sent away, when they first were together but not quite yet completely together. She said they lived long, happy lives together, when they did die as two old men they were surrounded by family and friends, and that they would die in bed together after making love, and both stay together, even waking up together in another place. It was exactly the thing Eiji had most needed to hear then and Eiji loved that Oishi figured out now why he held it even closer to his heart.

"Hoi...two old men." Eiji said very pleased, agreeing with him, and moved closer to kiss Oishi. He thought of giving him his kisses for the day but he didn't want to cry again. He just wanted to kiss him and be closer with him. Eiji had been sitting on his lap but now moved to his knees so he could control this kiss instead of Oishi. Eiji liked to take control sometimes but he liked just as much or more when Oishi took it back. Oishi kissed so good and it felt so good to kiss him.

Eiji realized in that instant as he kissed him, he felt very happy,very affectionate, and extremely turned on. He looked around and realized where they were. They both had fantasized about being right here just like this. It was now going to come true. Eiji heard himself make noise a little while he kissed Oishi and thought about where they were. "Hmm...Oishi, we're alone, locked in the tennis club room, we played really hard, and nya we haven't showered yet." He kissed Oishi back harder and faster, holding Oishi's handsome face in his hands as he did. Eiji wanted to make love. Right here. Now. He wanted to show Oishi he was fine and he wanted to be as close to him as possible. He wanted Oishi inside him. He wanted them to be like one person. He had read that in books before. It was right after someone saves the person they love, always then they become one with them but Eiji always thought it sounded sort of stupid. Romantic yes, but still kind of stupid and just now Eiji knew he never understood what the people meant by it because he had never been in love until now. Eiji understood and felt right then exactly what it meant. It was what at that moment he most wanted. He just didn't know how to begin to explain all that to Oishi without sounding stupid.

Oishi laughed in that sexy deep in his throat way he had sometimes. He kissed his way over to Eiji's ear and said softly, giving Eiji the tingles while kissing around it, "I was wondering when you'd get around to noticing that, love." Oishi had found a lot of places on Eiji that made him feel so good he shivered and shook. One was on his ear and Oishi teased it now. "Want to come shower with me now?"

"Yeah..." Eiji whispered so turned on so fast from Oishi. His kiss and his touch. Eiji really wanted to be with him. Right now. He wanted and he needed Oishi to make love to him now that he knew. He needed to physically show him nothing had changed and emotionally he needed love him and be loved back. To be with him with nothing between them. "Nya..." Eiji said as he changed his mind.

Eiji knew he was very sensitive to smells. Way more sensitive than most other people. Even Oishi. Eiji was pretty sure Oishi couldn't smell that the club room smelled like sex. Maybe Fujiko and Tezuka from earlier he wasn't sure but Eiji smelled it strongest from over by the showers when they walked in. Eiji wanted to be over here so he could only smell Oishi. Just him. Just them. Eiji didn't care that Oishi hadn't showered after tennis and everything but he worried that Oishi might. It was why Eiji was so insistent on always brushing his teeth. If most people knew how bad they smelled they would take care of themselves more. Eiji actually found he liked how Oishi smelled when he sweat. Even when he did sweat Oishi always smelled clean and good in a way that was very sexy. Even Oishi's breath after sleeping was good though Eiji still surprised him with toothpaste and still never showed him how he did it.

Eiji smiled as Oishi looked surprised at him. He explained knowing he sounded needy and turned on and not caring because it was Oishi, "Nya, I can't wait that long. I want you now. Right here, right now. Make love to me now Oishi, please?"

Oishi kissed him and while kissing him, Oishi made that noise he made when he was really turned on too. "I love that you asked me. Eiji, it really turns me on to hear you say it."

Eiji interrupted their kissing again, he had a thought, "But, nya, maybe we should shower after we practiced, and this isn't the most romantic place..."

Oishi kissed him again and laughed lightly. Eiji blushed realizing he had used the word romantic. It sounded so stupid. Even though it was what he meant and Oishi was being mean to laugh. Eiji loved and wanted him too much to be mad right now. Oishi touching him and kissing him was driving him crazy and Eiji wanted both, the hard and lusty kind right now where he didn't care if they were all sweaty because he wanted him and needed him now and the soft and so loving kind too. Maybe right after. He wanted to tell Oishi this, all of this, but Oishi was kissing him and not letting him talk or think anymore. It was like Oishi already knew. Maybe he could hear him in his head again. Eiji hoped so.

Oishi pulled back from the kiss which made Eiji whine a little at the break in their contact. His boyfriend reached over and grabbed a towel from where his things were and lay it on the floor. As soon as the cloth was down Eiji grabbed him and kissed him. Oishi started to laugh but Eiji kissed that away too. He ran his hands all over Oishi's skin feeling him and wanting him closer. Oishi held Eiji tighter and kissed Eiji back, he focused them just on kissing. He felt really good. So good Eiji had closed his eyes while they were kissing. He was surprised when while still holding him and kissing him, Oishi stood up, and he picked Eiji up with him again. He was strong. He held Eiji and kissed him until Eiji understood he was supposed to stand. Eiji unwrapped his legs from around him and put his feet on the floor. Oishi slowly went to lower Eiji's sweat pants slowly while still kissing him. Eiji was breathing hard, wanting him, now. Eiji tried to tell him what he wanted, needed, now. He needed him, "Oi-shi..."

Oishi kissed him and smoothed back Eiji's hair softly, "I know love, I feel the same way, I want the same thing, okay?" Oishi looked very hot and bothered too. And very strong. And very loving. And very good.

"Yeah..." Eiji tried to say more but it came out in a moan. He wanted Oishi in his mouth first now too.

Eiji kissed his way down Oishi and teased him as he did. He played with his nipples, licking and gently biting, and he kissed down his muscled stomach. He liked how Oishi's stomach was so cut. Oishi, from lifting weights Eiji guessed, was more cut than him and he wondered if Oishi wouldn't like him to be a little more too. All Eiji's muscles were from life, acrobatics, and tennis, not from weights. He pulled Oishi's sweat pants and underwear down and Oishi stepped out of them. Eiji kissed and used his tongue all over his erection in a tease and moved his hands to touch him. Eiji touched gently his finger over where he was inside Oishi and heard him moan in response.

Eiji smiled at making him make a noise. He licked his erection and played with the tip over his lips until Oishi went to stop him. Eiji wanted him to feel good and to come in his mouth so much he felt drunk with lust. The way Oishi was looking at him made him feel a little powerful too. Strong and wanted and very sexy, "Nya, want to. I want you to come in my mouth." He told Oishi and then took his tip back in his mouth this time a little harder making Oishi moan again. Eiji licked him until he was all wet and took him deep in his mouth. Oishi touched his hair and their eyes were locked with each other. Eiji licked and sucked him, moving him in and out of his mouth, and he flicked his tongue over his tip. Eiji touched where he had been inside him with the tip of his finger. He wet his finger with his mouth and then gently moved it just a little inside him. Eiji thought of how good it felt to be inside Oishi just yesterday, really deep inside him, how good it felt to come inside him and without even touching himself, just remembering and touching Oishi, Eiji was so turned on he almost came. He held himself back and moaned around Oishi in his mouth.

Oishi was really close. The vibration from Eiji moaning and him seeing how close Eiji was just from touching him must have made Oishi almost come. Eiji never thought about noise feeling good though. He wanted to try it again so he made another noise which also made Oishi moan. He felt Oishi shaking and he got even bigger in his mouth. Eiji said, "Oishi, come..." around him in his mouth.

Oishi moaned in pleasure and said, "Ah...Eiji!" as he came hard in his mouth, he closed his eyes in pleasure as he came, and opened them smiling. Eiji smiled at having pleased him and then took his mouth off. He swallowed and made a little face. Oishi saw his expression and he smiled more. He knelt down and kissed Eiji when he reached him.

Eiji kissed him back to let him taste too. "Hmm...I wanted to. I like to make you feel good."

"You do make me feel good, love. Very good. My turn." Eiji went to protest that it was nice but Eiji was ready for a little more now. "Lie down, please." Oishi looked at him, must have noticed Eiji was going to say no, and Oishi kissed him. "Only fair, you got to do what you wanted to."

Eiji knew it was only fair and that Oishi probably would make him feel better than if they just did whatever Eiji wanted so he sighed and lay down on his back on Oishi's towel. "Lift up please." Oishi slid off his sweat pants and then stopped when he saw Eiji's jockstrap. "Oh. I didn't even think about you wearing this to practice in."

Eiji hadn't expected him to say...that. "Nya, I always wear this. Some other guys wear them too. I have to with acrobatics." Eiji paused feeling very defensive, "Nya, is it...bad?"

"No, its really good." Eiji looked at him and felt totally confused. Oishi looked very turned on. "Turn over and lie down again please." Eiji looked at him and Oishi gestured for him to lay on his belly. Eiji turned and lay down feeling very naked wearing only the thin cloth that covered his front. He felt more exposed than if he was naked. Oishi ran his strong hands softly all over Eiji's skin as if reassuring himself that Eiji was all right by touching him. Oishi moved his hands and then his mouth gently over Eiji's back, his arms, and then down to his legs. Oishi kissed him down his back remembering places Eiji was sensitive. His neck. The middle of his back. Then his lower back. Then down lower.

"Nya...Oi-shi...!" Eiji went to protest and then Oishi licked where Eiji wanted him inside him. Eiji's protest turned into a moan.

"Eiji, I want to." Oishi licked him more, he started using wide wet licks slowly with his tongue. He lifted Eiji slightly and stroked his erection through the thin soft cloth with his hand as he licked into him. Inside him. Oishi reached his hand into the jockstrap and wrapped his hand around his erection. Eiji moaned again and started moving gently to press himself into Oishi's hand and mouth more. It felt so good. Eiji went to tell Oishi that he brought lube and it was in his bag when he heard a zipper open. Oishi must have brought some too. Eiji couldn't see where he was reaching and Oishi never stopped licking him or touching him so Eiji had no idea how he was doing this. The surprise was nice though.

Then Eiji felt lube spread over him, warmed by Oishi's hand and he moaned. Eiji wanted Oishi. Now. "Hmm...Oishi...want you...inside me...please..." Eiji turned on his side and gasped when Oishi moved the cloth aside and took him in his mouth. He felt one of Oishi's fingers, slick with lube slowly start entering him and Eiji whimpered in pleasure and want. Eiji was trembling with wanting him so much, like when he shivered with cold but this was a shiver from heat. "Oishi..." Eiji begged him softly.

Oishi looked at him and must have seen how close he was. "Eiji, come in my mouth first and then we will." Eiji went to tell him no but Oishi stopped him with a kiss. "Please? Come this way first. I want you to." Oishi kissed him again and kept moving his finger inside him. He made Eiji moan again which Oishi took for a yes.

Eiji thought he would make him come soon, in a minute or less, but he was wrong. Oishi kissed him again and then kissed his way down him, down his neck, his nipples, he teased him, and turned taking his time a nice, sexy, fun, torture. While Oishi played, he slowly and almost too patiently worked a second finger inside Eiji and then moved both of them inside him. Oishi hadn't done this before, not like this, and it felt so good. Oishi was moving his fingers first in a circle and then in a scissoring motion and Eiji moaned and almost came just from Oishi's fingers moving and touching lightly that spot inside him. But Eiji wanted more, needed more, and wanted him inside him now.

"Shh..." Oishi said to Eiji's insistent moans. He finally slid the jockstrap down and Eiji kicked it off. Oishi kissed him again and then wrapped his other arm around him and his hand on the lower part of Eiji's shaft. He put his lips on Eiji's tip, licked it gently, and then took him a little deeper in his mouth. Oishi kept moving his fingers inside him the entire time and Eiji moaned knowing what Oishi wanted him to do. He wanted Eiji to thrust into his mouth, to move, and to come.

That alone almost sent Eiji over but he held himself back. If Oishi was going to take his time so Eiji could enjoy it then Eiji would make him wait too. He decided to try to last as long as possible. Eiji stayed on his side so he wasn't flat on his back and could move more. He slowly started to move with little gentle motions, loving the feel of Oishi's hands and mouth on him. Eiji slowly increased moving a little more every time and Oishi matched his every move. A little more, a little harder, a little deeper into Oishi's mouth. Eiji was shaking again, he couldn't stop, he groaned in pleasure, his breath was coming in pants, he felt so good, Oishi was making him feel so good, and Oishi lightly pressed that spot inside him again and again as his tongue licked over his sensitive tip. Eiji tried to tell Oishi how good it felt...how good he was making him feel...just a little more...oh god...right there...yeah...more...Oishi...but it was so good Eiji couldn't say a single word. He cried out long and hard, thrusting into Oishi's mouth as he came.

Eiji felt bad as he panted after coming so hard. He didn't even warn Oishi he was going to come, although Oishi probably could tell by now. He laughed a little because he was embarrassed and then he pulled Oishi up to him and kissed him. He tasted himself and the lube in Oishi's mouth, on his lips, on his tongue as Eiji kissed him hard, happy, and in a kiss thanked him for making him feel so good. Oishi laughed, "So it was good?" he asked when Eiji let him up for air.

"Hmm...very good...I couldn't talk." Eiji laughed thinking how funny that was and Oishi laughed with him. He kissed Oishi again, "More...please..." Eiji was still panting, "Make love to me Oishi, please?"

Oishi kissed him back laughing in that low sexy way, "As you wish..." He said and made Eiji smile. Then he half picked Eiji up again and moved both of them back on the towel. Somehow Eiji had wiggled off. Eiji must have looked surprised. "You forgot I was strong again?" Oishi asked smiling.

Eiji nodded, very happy with him. Oishi lay on top of him in the right way. Their way. Eiji kissed him and wanted him. He thought about a way to surprise Oishi back, a really good way. "Hoi, you're strong your way and I'm strong mine." Eiji moved his knees up to Oishi's shoulders. "More please...Oishi, I want you..." He suggested while Oishi looked surprised. Then Eiji decided to show him a little more. Using his lower legs and feet, he pulled Oishi down to kiss him. It took a moment for Oishi to realize that Eiji's knees were by his ears. The look on his face made Eiji laugh really hard and he kissed him again.

"You're probably comfortable like that." Oishi sighed and smiled to show he was teasing.

Eiji shrugged, "Hoi, I'm bendy." This made Oishi really laugh and him laughing made Eiji laugh.

Suddenly though, in the middle of loving him, kissing him, and laughing, Eiji felt overwhelmed with love for him. He loved him so much that the thought of being ever without him caused tears to sting his eyes and his breath to catch in his throat.

"What love?" Oishi immediately asked him. Oishi just instantly knew. Eiji looked at him. He was so handsome. Oishi was still smiling and in the dim light Eiji could see he looked at Eiji how people said someone looked when they were in love. Oishi looked at Eiji, he only saw him, and his eyes looked clear and bright and happy, although now they were looking at Eiji a little concerned too.

Eiji shook his head no to the terrible thoughts of ever being without him and instead he smiled at him. Oishi made him feel warm and safe and good and loved. He loved him. Eiji loved him back so much he was a little in awe of him, of them, and of how good this all was. "Nya, I...I just...I just really love you, Oishi."

Oishi smiled in that way he had when something Eiji said made him very happy. He kissed Eiji softly. "Good, because I just really love you too, Eiji."